Somehow

this whole being sick (longterm) and being off-work, going from one hospital to the other-"thing" has not proven to be much fun. I can't believe I am still in so much pain. It's been 3 weeks now that I had surgery, but I am still in pain. And the much dreaded next surgery is coming up very soon. Somehow I am ata point right now, where I just can't take it any longer, I just want "away". And that I will be doing. I have filed for a rehabilitation with my healh insurance. I hope I am entitled for it, after having had all the surgeries and stuff. I tell you getting old is not much fun, when you get sick. I hope there is going to be more fun once I am fit again.